Anyone wanna help me? does somebody still cares for me?

I know how you feel, I am having serious problems myself. It makes you feel lost and unhappy with yourself. I one day woke up and realized that I don't need to feel that way anymore and I didn't deserve to be treated like that anymore. I made some serious changes and have moved on with my life there are moments everyday that seem hard but sometimes the piece of mind is worth it. Live for yourself and make sure that you are happy. If they don't have time for you you don't need to wait for them.